A Day In The Life.

It only ever turns out the same every time.. 
You said you weren’t here to hurt me.. but that’s exactly what you’re doing.

Cry myself to sleep every night.

What do I do when everything is connected to you… :/  

only once in ure life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the 
Any disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing that they will share in your excitement. They are no embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting, or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Colors seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. In their presence, there’s. O need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. You open your heart knowing there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul 
mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.

This morning you were in my bed hugging me.. now you’re just gone :’( I wouldn’t mind not waking up tomorrow…